My Life and Art

Whatever

I’m tired of being the third wheel. I don’t have a girlfriend right now. The girl I love “isn’t ready” and hasn’t been for 4 months now. We share and do the things one would in a relationship which is confusing, but whatever I guess.  But anyway, I don’t want to be around people who are together, or who are flirting, or who are kissing. It’s depressing. Not because I can’t have that, but rather because I know it’s all a waste of time, and to see friends so naive breaks my heart a little bit.

I’m not really as bitter as I seem. I can just tell when something has a chance to last and when something doesn’t. And in most cases it doesn’t. That’s just reality. Infatuation is just a blanket over the eyes, and what little we can see through is distorted in a beautiful way.

Wow, all of that sounded really awful. People will do whatever makes them happy anyway, no matter what others say.

• July 19, 2009, 3:45am

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Gorgeous

It’s a beautiful day outside. Suppose I’ll take a trail up one of the surrounding mountains and take some pictures of whatever I may find interesting. I’ll be going with someone very special to me, I’m excited. 

• June 13, 2009, 1:34pm

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Music, Oh Music

I’ve mostly put up pictures so far due to the fact that I have very little recorded music. I’m going to make a much greater effort to record and post my music on here. It’ll probably mostly be guitar work with some garageband mixed in, I could get some of my friends to help with everything else if I want an all live instrument recording. We will see.

• June 12, 2009, 1:49pm

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